Posts Tagged ‘pencil drawing’
Tuesday, April 6th, 2010
 Free as a Bird, Pencil Sketch
We’ve become a society living on credit and I’m no exception when it comes to my personal finances. With this life transformation I’m working toward my intention is to rid myself of all my credit card debt. Every red cent - paid-in-full! I know that burdening myself with debt - the result of impulse purchases and a lack of fiscal planning - has left me weighed down.
Credit card debt steals your spirit and along with your future choices. Looking back I can see that I have become a slave to the “stuff” that I now possess and am still paying for. How exhausting it has all become.
I was never much of a saver. When I was kid I’d take my allowance and “blow it” immediately on who knows what - probably candy. Then when Saturday came and a trip to Downtown Huntsville was planned to catch the latest movie my pockets would be empty of the mere 50 cents needed for admission (I may be dating myself with that one). I even recall one time having to stay home while everyone undoubtedly when to see Elvis croon and gyrate on the big screen. But still . . . the lesson was not learned.
I do remember one time in my youth actually saving up for something. It wasn’t money you saved back then it was the “proof of purchase” seals cut neatly or torn furiously from the side of the cereal box. If there wasn’t some treasure tucked inside the box there was something displayed on the back of the box to lure you into purchasing the same kind of cereal week after week. I was saving up for a miniature doll complete with beautiful hair and a brush/comb set. Oh how I wanted that little doll.
I had great fun imagining how I’d coif her hair into the most lovely updo. I was kept motivated to save by the anticipation and excitement while clipping religiously until I’d accumulated just the right number of those coveted proofs-of-purchase. I remember the waiting and was so excited the day she arrived. Excited, delighted, not one cent was owed and no buyers’ remorse would follow.
It’s time to revive those feelings again. Saving up equals discipline. Anticipation equals delaying gratification. Goal setting and accomplishing those goals equals satisfaction and empowerment over temptation.
I’m not there yet, but I intend to be free as a bird from debt sometime very soon. No more whipping out my credit card for this or that and allowing some credit card company to levy my account with interest charges that could be easily considered usury. I want their hands out of my pockets.
While this new Credit Card Act is all fine and dandy I suspect they’re already working on ways to keep us all enslaved. At the end of the day I know that it’s up to me to sever this relationship for good.
If I’m ever going to be free as a bird, free to soar on the air current of my choosing and not on the dictates of some credit card company it’s time to save up and say no to credit.
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Monday, February 15th, 2010
 Pasture Pals, Pencil - I've tried to paint and draw these guys several times. Each attempt ended up in the trash. Not this time. I was determined to give it my best effort at this moment in time.
As you know I’ve been struggling lately while trying to restart my creativity. Though I did paint one day last week, that’s hardly enough to stay motivated and reach my personal goals. I think it’s time to ask a few questions.
What the heck is going on here? What are the reasons I’m feeling stuck, immobilized and unable to focus? Why have I been avoiding that which provides me the most inner peace and personal enjoyment? I know that art is my oasis and always provides a temporary escape from my day-to-day problems. Without it I’m left feeling desperate and lacking in confidence. I need to get back into a groove soon - very soon - so I ask myself again, “What the heck is going on?
Who knew I would find a partial answer to my questions last Thursday night when I visited my sister (Bet) and brother-in-law (Conrad) after work. Conrad has just begun to draw - having always possessed artistic ability - he has finally the time to tap into all that he is capable of. His first sketch - a little colt - came out great and his second and third equally good! With pencil in hand he’s tackling portraiture and animals without fear. Watching his enthusiasm and tenacity has made me realize that I’ve fallen into the habit of playing it safe. Could this - playing it safe thing - be one of the reasons that I am finding it difficult to restart? Perhaps.
And then another piece of my puzzle was revealed this weekend as I watched the Olympics in Vancouver. All these dedicated athletes, fit and ready to compete. They didn’t make it to Vancouver by chance. These spirited athletes are devoted, determined and hardworking. Certainly there have been times of self-doubt, but these ordinary people possess an extra something that helps them to achieve at this high level. What’s more in after-competition interviews I observed a common thread in many of these athlete’s remarks. Doing their personal best seems to have been the driving force. Yes, winning was important, but it seems to be secondary to giving their best performance at this moment in time. I see no place in Vancouver for fear and self-doubt. Could it be that my lack of dedication is feeding my fear and self-doubt? Could be.
I believe we all have great potential inside us and a responsibility to tap into and use our gifts. But yet we are human with all that implies. This is where the leaning on and learning from one another comes into the picture. From Conrad, with his novice’s enthusiasm, I am learning that the only limits are the limits we impose on ourselves. Through Conrad I am remembering a time when there was less fear associated with my art. Through Conrad I remember that discovery in art is everything, but in order to discover you must first explore.
And then from these Olympic athletes I am reminded that while everyone cannot “Win the Gold” there’s no shame in showing up and competing. Through these athletes I am reminded that there are no shortcuts to success. Through these athletes I am reminded that our lessons are found on the journey as well as in the competition and while taking home a medal is nice, it’s not all there is.
 Here's a glimpse of my process, which includes a good reference photo, loads of pencils (B's and H's) plus my trusty eraser. All these things helped me to push past the frustration and finish. I'm pleased.
I know it’s time to open my eyes to new things and start flexing different creative muscles. No more giving up and giving in. It’s time to explore new creative frontiers. It’s time to remove any self-imposed limits and toss out that play-it-safe attitude.
I can now see why the restarting has been so difficult. My well of artistic inspiration was filled with the same thing day after day. Staying with the safe has derailed my creative desire. It’s no wonder I couldn’t get restarted. I’d made my creative world too small when in truth my artistic world should be filled with endless possibilities.
The athlete and the novice have so much to teach and I am a willing student with so much to learn. Today I intend to move out of my comfort zone, reaching, striving and willing. No fear.
Tags: Animal Drawing, Creative Motivation, Horses, pencil drawing Posted in Art Talk, Day-to-Day, Pencil | 2 Comments »
Sunday, January 31st, 2010
 A Good Summer Read, Pencil Sketch
I woke up yesterday morning shocked to see our outdoor thermometer was reading MINUS SIX degrees. Brrrrr! This morning we woke to a veritable heat wave - one degree Fahrenheit. This has been a long, cold winter. While we haven’t had a ton of snow, it has been cold - very cold - and these old bones are becoming less tolerant of frigid temperatures.
Were it not for the fact that we’d just fed Penny the last of her kibble, this past weekend would have been spent entirely inside. That, however, would not be the case as I donned my warmest coat, hat, scarf and gloves, heading to the grocery store for dog food and pot roast fixins while leaving Tom at home to install the new kitchen (ceramic tile) countertop.
Our kitchen renovations are almost complete, but for now we’re preparing our meals in a small corner of the kitchen and washing any dirty dishes in the bathroom sink. I would not be deterred by this setup and once home with provisions set about preparing a small pot roast with onions, carrots and red potatoes. All afternoon - as I loaded and reloaded the wood stove - we enjoyed the aroma of the hearty feast we would be sharing later that evening and again tonight.
In spite of the bitter cold temps, it was a good weekend and finally this afternoon I settled in with my pencils and paints in a attempted to restart my creativity. Looking back, I can see that it’s been almost a month since I’ve exercised my creativity in any significant way. I know that these things ebb and flow. It’s unavoidable - this is real life and there are times when other things just take priority.
The thing is, I always come back to the art, it’s where I find peace and when I’ve been away so long it’s like reuniting with an old friend. It feels good and there’s lots to say. That’s how I feel today as I sketch and paint. I’m rusty, but I’m back “talking” to my old friend and it feels good.
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Wednesday, November 11th, 2009
 "Sheepish #1," Pencil - I'm satisfied with this sketch. I will draw it a second time and maybe a third - until it is my very best effort. I need to remember that.
I know I haven’t been posting much artwork lately and since this is supposed to be a blog about “art, life, dreams and such,” you might think I should include just a little more art. Let me explain why the “show and tell” art part of my blog has been a bit lean lately.
While I have been in a pre-winter slump that tends to hit me at this time of year, I have been painting and drawing. I’ve been producing some rough sketches, color studies, first attempts at new subjects, as well as some tried and failed stuff that ultimately ended up in the trash.
In the past I’ve posted a few art pieces on my blog in haste and now I shudder when I see them knowing they do not represent my best effort and should perhaps have been kept private, kept in a place of learning and not put on display. (I’ll take them down later.)
When I came to that realization, I knew it was time to pull back a bit on what of my art I post on the Internet. All work cannot, of course, be the masterpiece we all hope for, but for me a standard of quality must be maintained. With that standard of personal quality and the decision not to post “stuff” that doesn’t measure up comes the freedom to explore. No more “get it done” and “post away.”
To reinforce my new philosophy, just this past weekend I watched an interview with David Foster (record producer, singer, songwriter) on Sunday Morning as he talked about a record he’d produced “early on.” David Foster gave a copy of this new record to Quincy Jones telling him, “only listen to a couple of tracks” because the rest “weren’t that good.” Quincy Jones’ reply, “If it cannot be absolutely 100 percent your very best effort, then you better not put your name on it.”
Those words, “very best effort” are what I’m after. Striving for my very best effort and sharing only when the final product is just that at this moment in time. I realize that my work will improve as I practice, learn and grow as an artist. What is my “very best effort” today will not be tomorrow, but today I’ll not settle for less than my very best effort.
From now on, the art that gets posted here will have something to offer - a lesson to teach, a story to tell or a feeling to convey. When the art falls short in those areas then it’s time to keep it private. From now on . . . only my very best effort will be seen here.
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Wednesday, September 16th, 2009
 Three Marbles, Watercolor - Back to tilling my watercolor garden tonight. May this winter be a time to cultivate creativity!
My first real season as a vegetable gardener is coming to a close. You might have noticed that I said “vegetable” and not vegetables.
Unfortunately, the harvest from my first official vegetable garden was very lean. Not at all what I had hoped for. While we did harvest quite a few peppers, which we’ll be canning tonight, they were planted in a small spot in my flower garden that has been used and nurtured for a couple of years.
It may take a few more seasons before I can expect a plaque from the “garden club.”
I suspect that since the parcel where I planted my squash, tomatoes and onions was never used as a real garden (only a spot to grow grass and weeds - mostly weeds) it will require more than one season to become productive. While I did add some “organic” material, i.e., hummus and peat moss, I suspect the soil is still lacking in something and, therefore, not rich enough to sustain fruit producing plants in any significant quantity.
So now comes the crossroad. As with anything worth having, gardening requires a fair amount of work and commitment before a payoff can be realized. This “gardening thing” is much like my art, which also requires work and commitment. With both there are times when things don’t work out just the way you planned. The test then becomes whether you will take what you learned and apply it to next season or to the next painting or drawing.
I know that anything worth having requires something from us. Relationships require work, effort and communication. Playing a musical instrument or creating an artistic masterpiece requires the same plus practice and lots of it. All require education and information. Education can come to us in many forms - books, conversations with other enthusiasts, hands-on work that includes trial and error. Every one is an important tool in our arsenal of empowerment. This empowerment that can lead us toward our “harvest.” Whether our goal is a sweet, ripe tomato or a fine drawing or painting, these goals can only materialize if we do what needs to be done.
It’s simple really. What’s required is that we start and then continue even in the face of a “lean harvest.” So this winter I intend to till my artistic soil and make plans for spring when my soil will be richer and my experience will have taken me one step closer to that garden club plaque.
One thing is for sure - I’m not a quitter at vegetable gardening or my artistic goals. I suppose what’s most important to realize is that the payoff is really in the process and not just held in the harvest.
It’s the process that feeds the spirit and that process has an invaluable payoff.
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Monday, September 14th, 2009
 "Town Speed Limit 35," Pencil, Image Size 3.75"x2.5"
The weekend was a good one. I had my final art show of the season on Saturday in Schenectady at The Stockade Villager’s 58th Annual Art Show. I’ve always found this show to be a place where art enthusiasts gather. Whether you’re an artist or spectator, the show is always fun to be a part of.
The Stockade is a historic spot, the perfect place to spend a day sitting while taking in the architecture. The “dog show” alone is entertaining and worth the trip. Saturday’s crowd was steady and interested as always.
The local Episcopal church always provides free coffee for the exhibitors and once you’re set up and registered there’s really nothing quite like chatting with your fellow artists and sipping a hot cup of fresh coffee.
This year was like a reunion really. My friend Anne had her work on display, Glen Marsh and his wife Roxanne were also in attendance with his award-winning and much published Adirondack photography. I spoke briefly with my most influential teacher, Karen Rosasco. Karen taught art in Duanesburg and my sons were also her students, so it was a perfect opportunity to do a little boasting about my granddaughter, Gracie.
The sketch you see here is one I worked on throughout the day while taking periodic breaks to chat it up. The energy was positive and I recall being close to tears with feelings of gratitude at one point. I know it sounds hokey, but that’s the way it felt. Pure gratitude. After so many slow shows this season, shows where you begin to question your artistic direction, this show was a breath of fresh air. The icing on the cake is the Honorable Mention I was awarded for my pencil drawing, “New Corn.”
Now I’m back to the Monday grind and unfortunately, I’m in the midst of a dispute with DIRECTV. It’s uncanny how something like that can steal all the positive energy that was generated on Saturday. I suppose it’s the helplessness that comes with dealing with a large company where the “little guy” seems to have little chance of “winning.” All day long I was having a hard time letting the anger and frustration go. Then I realized that TV, direct or otherwise, is not the most important thing in my life.
The things that really matter to me are God, family/friends and art. Once I reminded myself of that (and wrote my letter) I was better able to put the anger away and pull out some of the positive energy from the weekend.
Life’s little annoyances can steal your joy, but only if you allow that to happen. Once I decided to handle things in a Godly way, I felt better. Unfortunately I’d wasted a good part of my day. I’ll try not to allow that to happen again. Who needs TV anyway, I have my crayons!
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Sunday, August 30th, 2009
 "Water Skier at Eagle Bay," Here is the first value and watercolor sketch from my trip.
My mind is full to overflowing from the last few days spent in the Adirondack Mountains in Upstate New York with my friend, Anne. I’d packed everything, but the kitchen sink (just in case) - shorts, pants, short sleeve, long sleeve, suit, sandals, shampoo, toothpaste, towels, pillows, powder, paints, paper, palette, brushes, books, apples, oatmeal, raisins, juice and coffee, of course.
I brought no makeup, no stockings, no perfume, no junk, no iron, no tension, no worry and no hassles. There would be no need for those things in this place.
As I drove into the Adirondacks I could feel the stress being shed like an old skin and when I caught my first glimpse of the mountains as they peeked out from behind the trees I could feel nature take me into her arms - likened to a deep and refreshing inhale then exhale.
I followed winding roads, rising and falling into the mountains as I drove north. With the rising of the road came an excitement about what majestic view would be revealed as I reached the peak. The three hour drive, with Van Morrison serenading me, seemed to fly by. Van and I sang as I drove, my voice loud and slightly off key. As we sang his joyful, “Bright Side of the Road,” then his sentimental “Have I Told You Lately,” followed up with his questioning “Brown Eyed Girl,” feelings of joy and a sense of freedom began to overtake me.
Arriving at Eagle Bay around a quarter past twelve, Anne greeted me with a true friend’s welcome and began helping to get things unloaded from my car and settled into the room. Our spot for the next couple of days was situated right on the lake. I mean literally, step out the front door onto a short deck and then directly into the wet, sandy shore of Fourth Lake. The beach was covered with tracks from friendly ducks looking for a treat and footprints of other vacationers long home from their time at the lake.
As I’d anticipated, the lapping waves could be heard easily from our room, the repetition of sound, soothing and meditative. A small table would be split 50/50 with Anne’s painting setup on one side, mine on the other, a tall floor lamp would illuminate the maple table where art would be created over the next couple of days.
The air had begun to cool, as if nature had switched off summer and switched on autumn overnight. Nonetheless, a swim in the lake was to be one of the first items on the agenda. After a quick lunch of PB&J with a steaming cup of coffee, I suited up and grabbed my towel. The air temperature, in the high 60’s maybe low 70’s, caused me to momentarily question my decision to take a dip, but with few opportunities these days to swim I decided, “What the heck!”
Taking the slow torturous route into the water, I inched my way into the cool, clear lake. First, wading in up to my knees, then waist and finally up to my shoulders all the while kicking my legs and waving my arms through the water, back and forth, in an attempt to stay warm. Truthfully, once in the water, it was refreshing with a certain freedom in the floating and kicking, feeling nearly weightless. Especially refreshing once out of the water and wrapped in a large, warm towel.
Afterward Anne and I sat on the deck facing the water and immediately began to sketch. Rare is there an opportunity for me to sketch en plein air and as intimidating as it may have felt, I could not let this opportunity go by. We sketched and talked, non-stop, making plans for the next few days. I snapped a few pics as the afternoon began to slip away and the light began to change.
It was decided we’d venture into a little town nearby, Inlet, to check out the local gift shops, pick up a bar of soap I’d forgotten, get pizza for dinner at the local pizzeria and then head around the lake in search of friendly, hungry deer that seem unafraid of humans with crackers in hand.
Our evening was finished with painting. Painting late into the night. As we sat in the quiet Anne heard a weighted walker on the deck and decided it might be best to close the door. As she approached the open door with only a screen of protection, she realized that a large black bear was our late night visitor, right on the deck, just outside our door. Anne turned to me and quietly yelled in alarm, “It’s a BEAR!” We hurriedly closed the door, locking it (at my suggestion) just in case he was an intelligent and determined bear who thought we might have a Snickers or two inside. We turned out the lights while peering out the window to try and catch another glance at our hairy visitor. Nothing could be seen, but knowing that nature was lurking just outside got the adrenalin pumping and gave a renewed alertness to continue painting even later into the night.
When no more energy could be summoned, lights were snuffed out and heads placed on pillows. Steady breathing and light snoring was all that could be heard in our room at Fourth Lake.
This, my first day and night in the Adirondacks. Breathe in. . . breathe out. .
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Sunday, July 19th, 2009
 Just Walkin' Away, Pencil, Image Size 5"x7"
Many years ago during one my local “road trips” looking for the perfect subject to paint, I was lucky enough to find these guys walking right down the middle of the road. Luckily, it was a country road and not well traveled. I snapped a few pics and smiled, knowing this was a rare opportunity. They still make me smile. I hope they do the same for you.
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Tuesday, July 14th, 2009
 Angus
Here is a drawing I did many years ago of our dog, Angus. I found it while going through some “stuff” and all these years later I am seeing it with more forgiving eyes. At the time I drew it I’m sure I felt it was “no good” and so I stashed it away.
Today when I found this drawing my perspective has changed. While it doesn’t look exactly like Angus, I caught his essence, his kind eyes and sensitive face. It is Angus.
Angus was an energetic Labrador Retriever who could wag is entire body. He was loving, forgiving and a part of our family for many years. Those ears so soft. He was great with Jonathan and Michael. He was a people dog and his greeting would bowl ya over if you weren’t balanced just so. He loved his chow and was prone to be a bit overweight - must be a family trait.
I’m glad I kept this drawing. As I look at it great memories begin to surface of another gift in our lives.
Tags: Animal Drawing, pencil drawing Posted in Pencil | 2 Comments »
Saturday, July 4th, 2009
 New Corn, Pencil, Image Size 6"x4"
Here’s the spot where I saw the eagle. It’s beautiful country here in Upstate New York. Today and yesterday the sun peeked out for a bit, the wind kicked up and the clouds were fluffy and dramatic - just beautiful! It was a treat to get a little sunshine today and I would suspect that salvaged some of the picnics that were planned. Happy 4th!
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