Sunset No. 5, Watercolor
Practice I have discovered really works. I knew that practice was the only way to improve but since I do tend to undermine my own success much of the time my MO is typically to avoid the very thing that is good for me. (Story of my life.) That approach just won’t do anymore. I’m determined.
That’s not to say that every sunset painting I attempt from now on will be a grand success, but I know now how to paint this subject and will be more confident when I try again in the future. How cool is that? No more guesswork and the beauty of it is now that I’ve committed the technique to memory I am free to experiment with color, intensity and glazing. Who knows what other cool things will be discovered now!
By repeating my lesson (and I intend to paint a few more just for insurance) there is a level of confidence that then allows more freedom to enter into the creative process. Being familiar with your tools and what they can do is essential. Many times in the past I might paint (or draw) a certain subject and if the painting is successful fear immediately entered into my thinking. Thoughts like these would take a foothold … “That good painting was dumb luck” or “That’s it you only had one good painting inside you… you’re done.” That self-destructive thinking prevents experimentation and keeps us from practicing, which is the very remedy to ward off that negative self-talk.
My desire to paint has become so strong an internal force that there is little that will push me away for good. Even after creative dry spells there is something inside driving me back to the art. Perhaps it is the overwhelming feeling of peace and contentment that envelopes me as I paint. My art is my friend and companion and no other activity brings me this joy.
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